I basically wanted to give up . . . and I did. What is the use of going on. It is obvious that I am worthless. So I laid in bed and felt sorry for myself. I was justified in that feeling and no one was going to tell me anything to change my mind. I was having a grand old time with my pity party.
Fast forward to New Year's day, a day when our family sits around the table and makes New Year's goals. At this moment, my family asked me what I was planning on doing. I wanted to lay down and die, that was my goal. But I couldn't do that. So instead I decided to act bigger than I felt. You know, fake it 'til you make it.
So I thought about some goals and I decided that it would be a good idea to update my blog, but how? And then a Beatle's song came to mind. "I get by with a little help from my friends."
So Lori and I will keep blogging every week. No more feeling sorry for myself, no more laying down and dying. I am reminded that if I am not dead then I am not done. It also gives Lori and I an opportunity to have some fun with each other and enjoy each other's company.
I hope that this inspires you. You may want to give up or you may want to quit, but trust me, God has a plan for you.
As for me: I'm back!